12th June 2018

Blossoming into yourself is euphoric!

‏What do I mean about blossoming into yourself? I mean growing up, I mean coming from one place to another, starting out as one person in your youth & becoming someone different as an adult. Now I may say change but for me it was a completely different situation. For me it was coming to terms with the real me, being stuck in one situation & having to deal with that & getting passed it & moving onto my new life. Some of you mature as you get older, some become famous, some become people of business, some have kids young, others kids older… there’s also different ways we can…

7th June 2018

Lost in the ocean after friends swam away & left you. Anyone else ever felt this way?

Have you ever felt lonely or without friends? That everyone has friends bar you & the “friends” you’re meant to have don’t bother with you & you’re constantly making an effort to get nothing in return?  That was me a few years ago  before I went back to network marketing & met the most amazing best friends in the world. Big shout out to Lisa & Tesni, love you both aĺl around the world 100000x.   In high school I was the weird kid you didn’t talk to. Guys would be into me but be too embarrssed to admit it. That’s the kinda chick I was. I was a rock…

21st May 2018

Hello I’m Pain an emotional thing! Who are you?

Those of you that know me & have read this blog before know that I suffer with chronic pain. For those of you who don’t know I have spine problems, two herniated discs in my spine & a bulge coming out of another hitting the 4th sciatic nerve & also fibromyalgia which is a chronic pain disorder. So if there’s something I know about it’s pain & they say write what you know! So why do I say pain is an emotional thing? Well pain affects us all differently but I can guarantee you that if you’ve been in chronic pain you’ll agree it is emotional. It drains you physically…

18th May 2018

It’s Party Time. Wanna See What I Have So Far? Present Haul!

My birthday is coming up & every year Brian gives me a certain number & I buy around that. So this year since I’m doing this blog, I thought I would share with you what I’ve gotten so far! So this is everything I’ve ordered so far but there’s more to come from my nana & granda & Brian’s getting me something I don’t know about (very unlike him). But I’ve asked my grandparents for money as Lisa is coming up to see me for my birthday from the 1st to the 4th. So freaking excited by the way! We are gonna cause some major carnage! Cocktails & dinner booked!…

15th May 2018

I aint gonna live forever, are you?

I just watched the end of Lucifer – can I just say #savelucifer – & i just want to say that way of thinking is BRILLIANT! **Spoiler Alert** So if you don’t watch it basically it’s that God doesn’t really care & he wants us to judge ourselves so if we truly believe something it’ll happen. If you believe you deserve to go to hell, you will & vice versa. I love this way of thinking as I know I’m a good person so despite having flaws & making mistakes in my life I’ve also saved 2 lives (those are stories for another time) & I’d like to think I’m…