1st November 2018

From negative Nancy to positive Pam – Part one

Hey everyone, I’M BACK!! I have spent the last month or so sorting my head out & basically stripping myself down to the bare & putting myself back together again. I am now in a better head space & in a more positive mindset, therefore able to come back to you all & tell you the story of how I have been able to become who I now am. So about a month ago I was on the phone to my best friends & I had a sort of awakening I put it down to drinking & carried on with life just ignoring it & not thinking too much about…

21st September 2018

What I’ve been up to!

So this is my first post in a long while, & I’m sitting thinking what do I write what do I write. So I’ve settled on updating you all on where I’m at. right now & what I’m up to in the near future/the start of next year.   Business is great, got some new people joining one which is joining today I need to message her actually. Okay done that now. One thing off my to-do list. So that is wonderful. I am really happy with how things are going need to message some new people but I’ll get there. Lisa (one of my best friends) is going to…

8th August 2018

A mother emotional abuse can make you hate that you love!

Most children went to bed & got a cuddle & kiss from their mumma bear & they felt safe because of that – Hell no is the boogy man getting in here tonight you would say. Mum’s are those people that you should be able to come to about anything & they make you feel safe, they never cry in front of you or put their stresses on you. Well this was not my experience with my mother. From lies to deceits to downright evilness. So lets start off with the last blog I wrote. That was all to do with my mothers choices & putting what I needed last…

9th July 2018

You define who you are, no-one else!

**This is my experiences not anyone else’s & I will NOT be going into details but if you are offended easily I recommend you don’t read this just in case… You have been warned** This is going to be one of hardest blogs I will of had to write so far. I am gonna do it though no matter how hard it is because in my eyes once again it is a different perspective than what you would be used to. As many of you know I was sexually abused as a child, I am not going to go through specific details as this could upset someone who is reading…

8th July 2018

Belief in Positivity

Tomorrow a new week starts & all the things you told yourself you would do on Monday are round the corner. But do you have that positive attitude to get the thingys done? I know for a long time I didn’t. For many years I was depressed, had given up, no feelings towards anything special, couldn’t be bothered with anything & refused to see the positive things all around me like my dogs & my partner, a roof over my head, food in my tummy, material things, my good memories. Juice Plus One day I decided I wasn’t going to let being disabled get me down anymore & I was…