2nd November 2018

From negative Nancy to positive Pam – Part two

Here we are back again for part two are you excited? Cause I sure am because this is going to be the good part, the positive part where I really go into the detail of what is going on in my head. So now that I have told you roughly what happened, I need to admit that there was an old Pam & now there is a new Pam. New Pam aka me doesn’t remember a lot about old Pam I have memories yeah & I know things but stuff I did while depressed I don’t really have a recollection of, or maybe I’m just not thinking about it. I…

1st November 2018

From negative Nancy to positive Pam – Part one

Hey everyone, I’M BACK!! I have spent the last month or so sorting my head out & basically stripping myself down to the bare & putting myself back together again. I am now in a better head space & in a more positive mindset, therefore able to come back to you all & tell you the story of how I have been able to become who I now am. So about a month ago I was on the phone to my best friends & I had a sort of awakening I put it down to drinking & carried on with life just ignoring it & not thinking too much about…

21st September 2018

What I’ve been up to!

So this is my first post in a long while, & I’m sitting thinking what do I write what do I write. So I’ve settled on updating you all on where I’m at. right now & what I’m up to in the near future/the start of next year.   Business is great, got some new people joining one which is joining today I need to message her actually. Okay done that now. One thing off my to-do list. So that is wonderful. I am really happy with how things are going need to message some new people but I’ll get there. Lisa (one of my best friends) is going to…

8th August 2018

A mother emotional abuse can make you hate that you love!

Most children went to bed & got a cuddle & kiss from their mumma bear & they felt safe because of that – Hell no is the boogy man getting in here tonight you would say. Mum’s are those people that you should be able to come to about anything & they make you feel safe, they never cry in front of you or put their stresses on you. Well this was not my experience with my mother. From lies to deceits to downright evilness. So lets start off with the last blog I wrote. That was all to do with my mothers choices & putting what I needed last…

9th July 2018

You define who you are, no-one else!

**This is my experiences not anyone else’s & I will NOT be going into details but if you are offended easily I recommend you don’t read this just in case… You have been warned** This is going to be one of hardest blogs I will of had to write so far. I am gonna do it though no matter how hard it is because in my eyes once again it is a different perspective than what you would be used to. As many of you know I was sexually abused as a child, I am not going to go through specific details as this could upset someone who is reading…