7th July 2018

Addiction – the ruler of withdrawal

**I want to make something clear right at the start & that is that I am only talking about my experiences. This might not be the same for everyone.** Many of you will know that I am disabled & have mental health difficulties, For these illnesses I take a buck load of medication. I’m talking about the addictive medication today which ranges from morphine to antidepressants.to antispasmodics. Like I said I’m on a lot of medication & unfortunately most of it has a drowsy side effect & also its addictive. In my life I have pretty much been through it all so believe me when I say I understand both…

6th July 2018

Your Vibe Attracts Your Tribe!

Friendship is a difficult thing. Some people have friends they had in school those are the lucky ones. If you are like me on the other hand you have gone through a lot of friends, a lot of fall outs & a lot of me losing my shit haha. I had been searching for my tribe for 28 years, constantly having fake friendships & people who only care about themselves. I mean at one point i went years without anyone asking me how I was yet I was constantly listening to them. I am happy to listen to anyone’s problems & I’ll never tell anyone what to do only what…

26th June 2018

Depressions hold. Do you want to break free?

Hi there it’s been a while, I’ve not been well so been keeping a low profile on everything. But I’m back to it now. So the reason for this post. While I wasn’t well I couldn’t concentrate on anything my mind was literally a cluster fuck. All I had was my thoughts, & for someone like me that is a very dangerous game. With these thoughts came negative thinking which always spirals. I ended up feeling sorry for myself & also bullying myself at the same time.I was thinking about what I could be if it wasn’t for my circumstances. Saying I’m a failure to myself, telling myself I wasn’t…

12th June 2018

Blossoming into yourself is euphoric!

‏What do I mean about blossoming into yourself? I mean growing up, I mean coming from one place to another, starting out as one person in your youth & becoming someone different as an adult. Now I may say change but for me it was a completely different situation. For me it was coming to terms with the real me, being stuck in one situation & having to deal with that & getting passed it & moving onto my new life. Some of you mature as you get older, some become famous, some become people of business, some have kids young, others kids older… there’s also different ways we can…

21st May 2018

Hello I’m Pain an emotional thing! Who are you?

Those of you that know me & have read this blog before know that I suffer with chronic pain. For those of you who don’t know I have spine problems, two herniated discs in my spine & a bulge coming out of another hitting the 4th sciatic nerve & also fibromyalgia which is a chronic pain disorder. So if there’s something I know about it’s pain & they say write what you know! So why do I say pain is an emotional thing? Well pain affects us all differently but I can guarantee you that if you’ve been in chronic pain you’ll agree it is emotional. It drains you physically…