18th May 2018

It’s Party Time. Wanna See What I Have So Far? Present Haul!

My birthday is coming up & every year Brian gives me a certain number & I buy around that. So this year since I’m doing this blog, I thought I would share with you what I’ve gotten so far! So this is everything I’ve ordered so far but there’s more to come from my nana & granda & Brian’s getting me something I don’t know about (very unlike him). But I’ve asked my grandparents for money as Lisa is coming up to see me for my birthday from the 1st to the 4th. So freaking excited by the way! We are gonna cause some major carnage! Cocktails & dinner booked!…

15th May 2018

I aint gonna live forever, are you?

I just watched the end of Lucifer – can I just say #savelucifer – & i just want to say that way of thinking is BRILLIANT! **Spoiler Alert** So if you don’t watch it basically it’s that God doesn’t really care & he wants us to judge ourselves so if we truly believe something it’ll happen. If you believe you deserve to go to hell, you will & vice versa. I love this way of thinking as I know I’m a good person so despite having flaws & making mistakes in my life I’ve also saved 2 lives (those are stories for another time) & I’d like to think I’m…

29th April 2018

It’s my life, Im half way there. I’m living on a prayer!

So here I am sitting watching the vampire diaries with my parter thinking about what will be a good first post & how will I grasp you all into reading this. Well unfortunately I don’t know what the best first post will be. So I’m just gonna write a bit more about me. I live with two herniated discs in my spine & a bulge coming out of another hitting the 4th sciatic nerve & fibromyalgia. Every day is pain & being unable to do things like cleaning or walking to the shops. It’s so frustrating. I used to be so independent & free & now I feel so alone…