This entire thing started when I joined Juice Plus+ which is a network marketing company. I created a brand named Diamond Dust . From there my confidence grew and I then joined up with another NWM company called Younique, and then expanded my brand. Met some truly epic people , who have become some of my closest friends and helped expand my brand further.
I was then talking to an amazing lady about doing a blog and she wanted to help me, a few months later and some hard work.BOOM!!! Pam Behind The Diamond was born!!
It all started as a type of diary. Me talking about my life, my views and opinions and basically airing my head out. I felt very misunderstood and alone, I was extremely depressed and shattered from hiding it every day. My mindset was totally fractured.
Then in October 2018 something incredible happened. I got amnesia (disassociative) and lost around 85% of my memories. I know you're wondering - how is this a good thing? Well it changed who I am as a person, took away all my hurt and pain. I'm now a positive and happy person.
Along with this I had a sexual awakening. I never enjoyed sex before (to my memory) but now... WOW!!! This led me to think sex is such a taboo subject and it shouldn't be, we should all embrace it, learn about it and most importantly have fun! Not only is it a lot of fun but it is also the closest you can be to someone and that should be celebrated. People should educate themselves on the subject - how to be safe, how to give and receive ultimate pleasure, how different relationships work...etc.
Yeah this lead me to where I am now. I am a completely new person with a completely new mindset.
I am honoured you have read my story and I hope you take something away from it if not please take these pieces of advice with you:
- Enjoy life! Do whatever makes you happy. Enjoy the positives of life no matter your age, situation, emotional response...just do it. If it will cause you joy and happiness, is it not worth it?
- If life feels tough or you are struggling with each day then you need to remember this is a bad moment in a sea of good meaning life is made up of good and bad moments but if you really think about it, there are probably more times you smiled and laughed than ones you cried. Even though life feel pretty bleak at this moment in time it'll pass, become forgotten and you will keep moving forwards.
Thank you so much for reading
Love and Good Sex To All
- Pam Behind The Diamond xo